May 26, 2010

Princeskipper Skipple.

I can't really say I will make sense in this post, or promise such things. I'm going to talk about things that happened today, things that were discussed between myself and a few others and just things that I want to touch on...So, first off I will start off by saying that no matter what, NO MATTER WHAT, family comes first. The family you have in your life and the family who help you get by day by day or the family that tries to help, really deserves a hell of a lot more than most people would give them. People tend to sometimes (notices i say sometimes, dont jump on my case here) take family for granted, they dont realize at the end of the day, no matter what goes on, family will always be there for us, unconditional, pure love thats never forced. Thats what family is all about. So just remember that the next time you want to turn your back on your family for selfish reasons, your family are the ones who are willing to take you back after all your dumb bullshit moves. Friends come and go yes, but sometimes you will get that one or few friends that are actually worth a hell of a lot more than normal friends, so much so they are like your family, dont forget about that either. I guess my point is not to be so selfish and only think about yourself all the time, remember the people who matter the most in your life.

Being a success is all about what you consider to be a success and where you want to end up in life, and how bad you want to get there. its one thing to say, but another to actually do. everything we get in life depends on how bad we want it in the first place. its not enough to just want something from yourself in life, but to go after it at all costs. Just because we may feel like its taking too long or that we will never achieve doesnt mean it wont happen, eventually it will all pay off for you. As long as you are working towards something, and keep digging and digging, it will happen. Above all you have to believe in yourself, because if you stop believing in yourself, who else will believe in you? No one, because at the end of the day you have to believe in yourself, otherwise whats the point? We cant allow others nonsense get to us, or let anyone tell us we can't do something, their words are bullshit, period. What they say and their opinion on your success has NOTHING to do with you achieving or not, its all on you. If you're hungry for it, you will go for it no matter what & wont let anything stop you, not even for a second.

"Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time and our bodies and our words into instruments of love and hope."

May 19, 2010

Enough is Enough.

I hate when a person in singled out from the beginning. When they walk into something and don't even realize they have no chance of making it, because the other people already there won't give them that chance, that inch, that tiny step. Them, well, you rather, are a walking bomb and any little thing you do, you're going to get criticized for. You're not doing it right, or get blamed for getting help from someone when you were clearly watched as you did whatever it is they asked you to do, but still, they can't give you that acceptance. What gives them the right to treat someone with so much hate and resentment, they expect the world in just a few days, its bullshit. Where is the professionalism? No one should have to take such bullshit, its unfair. Anyone having the balls to do this, is seriously fucked up, shows how they are dying for that superiority when they should already know how to have it and handle it at the same time.

"Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be."

I felt free...

so today feels pretty good. i hope it stays like this through the weekend. missing my babies, but its cool i know ill see them soon. i guess i dont have much to write about again, it suuux! but i have some good ones brewing in my head dont fret. also im hoping this weekend will be verrry good. anyway hmm im excited for summer! hope to do a lot of fun things! anyway hmm i guess thats it for now, shut up i know this post was boring oh well, its more for me than anyone else. bitches! haha bye.

"if all we have is nothing, then what are we afraid of losing?"

May 14, 2010

It takes a bigger person...

It's not often we can, or even for that matter, will admit when we were wrong. There are times when we realize how stupid, dumb, idiotic, immature, and crazy we acted, or were at one time. It's usually funny to look back at these moments, but for some of us, maybe even embarrassing. You, of course, don't realize this untill after the fact, when it's too late to do anything about it, haha. You say to yourself: "crap, what was I thinking?!" or something along those lines, and you just feel stupid! I can admit when I feel really stupid, can't you guys? I guess the point of all this is it shows how you can grow and mature from things when you can realize the extent of your humiliation and realize how stupid you can be. But without any of this how much could we really grow? Hopefully some of this post makes some sense.

May 10, 2010

Pointless Title.

i wanted to write. ive been sitting here for about an hour with no luck, the best i could do is just write about how unsuccessful i was at attempting to write something....=/

im just lost for topics right now, and my mind is filled with confusion at the moment i cant untangle enough to make sense. at least i tried though right...?

youtube the rest of the night, ftw!!! haha

May 2, 2010

Cause you're the only song I want to hear.

I'm sitting here listening to song on youtube. Currently death cab for cutie - soul meets body, next Karnivool - new day. anyway have a bunch on my mind as usual. went to see nightmare on elm st tonight, i must admit it wasnt half bad..I enjoyed it all the way around :) cant sleep either, so im just online, again, playing music, was filling out job applications, yes i am looking for a job currently. arg. hmm. lately ive been...well i dont want to say completely content, but somewhat content, i dont feel down or worthless, or anything negative, i mean i have my moments, dont we all? however, i just feel like i hit a wall again, haha if you know me you know what i mean. but im not worried, i know that everything happens for a reason and i should be patient. so im patiently impatient! haha. on a brighter note im going to see circa survive on the 4th!! omg im so excited, that and because ill be going with one of my best friends! should be tons of fun :) other than that i just wanted to blog, nothing specific tonight. just some thoughts. night.

"without hope...what else do we have?"