“Courage is the art of being the only one who knows you're scared to death.”

When you least expect it, it hits you! Least expect what? That’s the thing…anything! I guess the purpose of this post is to just say that sometimes we get so caught up in something we are blinded by everything else, every reason, thought, or gesture of anything else [in terms of maybe a love relationship or friendship, something like that where youre just not seeing the harm ur doing or what have you]. If, but hopefully when you step outside of all of that, like really really step outside and leave it all, you soon look back and will be able to say, “what the fuck was i thinking?!” haha. I know it sounds funny but its really true. & sadly it can make you feel very childish and immature. maybe even leading you to lose friends or whatever. but you can’t really help it sometimes youre so lost in yourself and whatever it is that you dont want to see anything else, untill you wise up and face the facts for what they really are. either way once you do it shows the change in you and how youre learning from it all, at least thats what i would like to think happens, i guess i can write from experience. anyway i guess thats it.

“Be brave, take risks, nothing can substitute experience.”