"This isn't easy for me..."

I've spent twenty-five years of my life making mistakes, learning from them, growing, changing, and wishing I hadn't and sometimes had taken that chance/risk/dare/feeling/etc etc. But, I sit here and continue to live, breathe, change, grow and learn from the ever growing experiences in my life. sadly, I've yet to set in stone a purpose in my life, a firm straight line in which I will know leads me to my destiny. However, I doubt thats what I really want or need at this point, it may seem like it to others, but, I suppose the way I am going is the way that is meant for me. I'm going, so in my eyes I am succeeding. "You can't fail if you don't give up" a line in which I've taken to heart since hearing. I believe it.

So what is the point in this Annie? I hear you asking me this already. I guess my point in starting this blog is because I have a mind, I have thoughts and experiences that I suppose I can share with whoever reads this. IDK! A friend commented I don't reveal much about myself, so maybe thats another reason. I suppose to get inside my thoughts, is through my writing. I have a lot to share and maybe theres some experiences that should not go to waste, events that have taken place, memories that will not be forgotten, future events we pray for, moments that take our breath away, moments when were so low not even the happiest face can cheer us up, and even simple moments that need a place, maybe that place is here.

So read if you want...If not, oh well.

When I write, I tend to be the most honest and pure, I say exactly what I want to say and how I want to say it. So if you read my thoughts, you have to be willing to have an open mind.

Enjoy...