December 1, 2009

It is only when we have lost everything, that we are free to do anything...

After losing everything, it hasn't felt much like I'm free as that line promises. It has just caused more chaos and breathlessness, frustration, stress, etc. etc. I say this because sometimes we are bound by our thoughts, we want something so much yet we are afraid to go after it. We are afraid of rejection or the perception of others ill thoughts. I won't lie, there is something I want. Something I want a lot, but I'm too afraid to go after it and I feel like I'm stuck in this feeling and even though I want out, I won't do what I know I have to do to actually get out. I'm human, I'm afraid of what might happen, but at the same time, I'm curious to find out if I could be wrong about my guess as well. Ugh! I hate this, it's like I'm ten again.

What would you guys do? If you were crushing on someone and you knew that you wanted to say something, but you got the feeling that the feelings weren't mutual or that the person you are crushing on is interested in someone else and not really thinking about you the way you are thinking about them...Would you muster up the nerve to tell them or what?! Let me know I need some advice or at least some familiar encouragement on the situation.

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

"Experience is not what happens to you; it is what you do with what happens to you."

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